I’ve got the power!
Yea! I am recharged!
Last night after church service, there was a class for college and university students called "Habitutes". They always have it twice in a month. We have entered Chapter8 "Pop Quiz"… yea… so throughout the lesson, we learned about the "pop quiz" given by God. We got the notes and there was a list about 10 types of "test" usually given by God which we will take in our life. Discussing and sharing about some questions, we found that in the Psalm 7:9, 17:3 and 26:2, the writter actually asked God to examine him… try his mind and his heart. But for us, we were afraid of the test and always trying to avoid it. During the lesson, I recalled about some tests that I have passed through and wondering whether I will pass the test if God is giving me again. I wish that I can.
Today I was quite down because I have received a bad news from LipHaw. Argh… That’s not what I want… It ruined my plan… I was frustrated… But immediately, the words of God came across my mind. It reminded me about the "pop quiz". So after few minutes thinking, I prayed to God… I told him that I commited the things onto His Hands, He is the priority of my life… But I need His help to take away the sadness and disappointment in my heart. After the prayer, I did not think so much as I was busy over cleaning up my room. When got LipHaw’s call at evening, he mentioned about the thing… it made me feel down again 
I lost the mood to do everything.But still, I went for the CCF, our chinese christian fellowship weekly gathering.
On the way walking to the venue, I was thinking that how I should face the brothers and sisters since my mood was not so good. The whole gathering was great… we praise and worship Him, watching movie of "Martin Luther", celebrating September bro and sis birthday, sharing photos, supper’ing… the fellowship with brothers and sisters in christ had made me refresh in Him. I was filled with joy again. I am recharged!
It’s unbelievable. But it’s true. This is not the first time already… I used to be cheered up even though I was moody before went to the fellowship. All the worries were kept far away from me… just within 2-3 hours time. I am glad to be in this christ family… Thanks to my dearest CCF… Thanks my beloved God… 
Anyway, I don’t think I have passed the test for this time. Now everything is in the progress, I will still be fed up when LipHaw mentioned the things to me. I am waiting for a better way that God has prepared for me… I know He did prepare and it will be a good one for me 
October 30th, 2006 at 2:48 am
Test don’t end so fast. Sometimes a test can last as long as few years. Grow in it with God :D.